December '10 Bid's Award & Reason Report

Well, bids are out. I hope your line is better than my own. Gosh darn it, I just want to give up. Sure, one year later and my bid was a lot better but it is all in vain if I can't get what I'm trying to get. It would be easy to blame it all on seniority because that is what this whole system is supposed to be based on, but it doesn't make any sense when you look at my reason report. Not a dang bit of sense by layer 5. Today just isn't my day and I'm in a funky depression overall. Maybe I'll feel better by my 5:30am show tomorrow. Either way, a years worth of bidding, blogging, learning, and calling the PBS helpline and I'm back at square one.